So this blog is a year old, and just the other day I was sitting and thinking about what I was doing exactly a year ago (I do that often). I realised that at that time, I was eagerly (and repeatedly) refreshing my blogger stats page to see the number of views, or if anyone has left a comment on my 2-3 posts. Very clearly recalling my mom telling me to stop and prioritise, to study and finish some pending work. I had at that time obviously listened to her, and had completed immediate tasks. But now, I really need to prioritise. Being an 11th grade student in India, I have to figure out what I want to do with my life. It may not be what I will end up doing, but I have to have a plan in mind. The immense competition for admissions in this over-populated country does not help, at all.
I've always had a basic plan in mind, but now I'm just doubting it so much.
I want to go to a good college. I want to travel the world. I want to talk to people on the other side of this planet. I want to learn. I want to help. I want to be recognised.
There is always a but.
I'm so scared.
I know I'm not the only one feeling like this, it's not possible to be the only one.